*WARNING* 18 SX *WARNING* All About SEX!!!

I'm so so lazy to blog about my beach trip, all of my Amsterdam trips like those tulip garden trip, cheese factory trip, windmill trip, clog factory trip, etc. However, I would like to blog about the sex museum and red light district trip. *evil grin*

PS: Don't get too high.
PSS: Those below 18, please just get lost from this post.
PSSS: ASK THE PASSWORD FROM ME AT YOUR OWN RISKS!!!

*WARNING* *18 SX*
The following contents are full of disgusting horror sex items which contain sex scenes, nudity and/or sexual dialogues/references that people may find objectionable. READ AT YOUR ON RISKS!!!

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~All About Being A Model At Leeds~

I don't think I need to say anything since it's all about MODEL!!!

This is about being a STARS too!!!

OK, I know I'm being a little bit ego and arrogant. Thanks for being patient with me.

Yeah, actually it's not all about being a model and stars only, it's about FUN~!

 

Thanks for wasting your precious time wondering around at my blog. Have fun too!

“拥有还是不曾拥有” 你会选哪个？

要轰轰烈烈的拥有过，然后潇洒伤心的让那幸福灰飞烟灭？

还是

不曾拥有过，也不曾失去过，更不曾伤心过？

如果我有的选的话，或许我会选不曾拥有过。因为我根本承受不起那失去的滋味。我情愿做一个平凡人，不曾拥有过那根本不属于平凡人因该拥有的东西。

如果我不曾拥有，那我就不懂那拥有的滋味；我更不会懂得失去的滋味。拥有是一件幸福的事，可是那幸福的滋味根本盖不过失去那痛苦的滋味。现实就是如此。每件事都不是对等的。所以，我宁愿一开始就选择不曾拥有。这样的话，我不会知道那痛苦的滋味，更不会受伤。

俗话说：“宁吃开眉粥，莫吃愁眉饭。”我不想当失去时，伤心的追逐那已失去的幸福。这样始终也挽回不了什么东西。或许做一个平凡的人也是一件好事。

落花虽有意，流水本无情

啊~又是另一篇有意思的文章。好好的欣赏吧！

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        落花孤独地飘零，寻找着能陪她一生一世的伴侣。流水静静地流淌，等待着能与他相遇的红颜知己。

        他们就这样相互找寻着，终于有一天，落花与流水一见钟情。落花仰慕流水的英俊潇洒，博大胸怀。流水欣赏落花的妩媚多姿，温柔体贴。他们彼此吸引，相互依恋，成为世间的一段佳话。

 

        无奈，流水整日飘忽不定，居无定所。落花则早已厌倦了这种漂泊的生活，只盼能与爱人寻个安乐窝，从此幸福的相守一生。于是，他们有了第一次激烈的争吵。

落花：“你就不能为我停留一刻吗？”

流水：“这是我的天性，你叫我如何能改？你就不能随我一起游遍大江南北，岂不乐哉？”

落花：“可这并不是我想要的，我想要的是安定的生活啊。”

流水低头不语，沉思良久：“你变了，以前的你是多么的善解人意，温柔懂事，从不强迫我做任何事。你不是说过，我到哪，你就会随我到哪吗？”

落花愕然，抬头看着流水，流下了怨恨的泪水：“你说我变了，那你呢？你又何尝不是？以前的你，是多么的无微不至，关爱万分，就是我想要天上的星星，你也会摘给我。”

流水摇头：“我们都变了，变了。”

落花听了，哭的更伤心了。流水本想安慰她，却又忍住了，他知道，此刻，无论他说什么，落花也听不进去。落花见流水这般无情，任她如此伤心难过丝毫没有劝慰的意思，恨恨的说道：“既然我要的你给不了，你要的我不能给，那我们分手。”说罢，便拂袖而去。流水只能眼睁睁地看着她离开，没有去追。

        几年以后，落花依旧孤独一人，她的容颜已经被岁月侵蚀，可在她的内心深处，仍然深深的爱着流水，回忆着流水曾给她的快乐，每每想起，嘴角都会露出一丝甜蜜的微笑。可她不能回头，当初选择伤痛离开，难道错了吗？

   
        到底是谁的错？或许他们都没有错，错就错在命运不该如此安排，让他们相遇，相爱，却不能相守。

新年快乐 & Happy Blessed 2011 Rabbit Chinese New Year

恭喜啊恭喜~祝你有个开心年~（用唱的，不是念的）哈哈！

哈哈~今天是年初一，也是我第一年没有在家里过，也是我第一年没有压岁钱，也是我第一年没有红包好拿和还有好多好多的第一次。今年，对我来说，什么都是第一次。咳~有一种用写也写不出，说也说不出的感觉。心里想着的都是新年，拜年，拿红包，吃喝玩乐。

现在，似乎懂了为什么天下没有白吃的午餐了。 因为，做什么事情都是会有牺牲存在的。没有牺牲，就没有收获。俗语有云，“不入虎穴，焉得虎子。”咳~看来忘记也是唯一我能做的事情。忘不了的话就只能自欺欺人了。

新年的气氛也好像被我搞砸了。我的心情也被新年弄乱了。也是时候停笔了，不然我越想就越心酸。

最后，祝大家兔年大吉大利！兔耳冲天！动如脱兔！一帆风顺，二龙腾飞，三羊开泰，四季平安，五福临门，六六大顺，七星高照，八方来财，九九同心，十全十美，百事亨通，千事吉祥万事如意! 兔年新年吉祥如意!新年快乐~！~！

My Outdated & Updated Life

WooHoo~ It's already the second last day of January and I haven't write a blog about my life in UK. Well, nothing much and it's pretty boring though. I just know 4 Chinese friends from Malaysia and 1 Chinese friend from Hong Kong. They all are from other courses but I met 3 of them during the English class, 1 is my housemate and the other one is my 'schoolmate'(same school but different course) and my class don't have CHINESE!!! Damn. So our relationship are just average which we can talk and chat with each others but I never think of taking photo with them though but that Hong Kong gal seriously looks nice?! hehe. Other than them, my other friends are my classmates which includes local and international. Nothing exciting happened between me and my coursemate but we got a gathering before the Christmas break. I won't be adding a caption to the photos that I'm going to upload later unless it's necessary.

Here's the photos~

Ahh~ I guess it's time for me to show my surroundings to you guys? of cos I'm not going to show my university pictures at here cause I'm not planning to promote it. haha. However, I don't think I did take many photos of my surroundings. *sorry about that*

Ahh, my surroundings are ugly but there are some nice surroundings which is located abit further from my house. I will upload it if I got chance to take the photo of it if I feel like it's necessary. lol.

I actually want to upload the photos about the rocket flying just on top of my head and the rocket making a circle smoke on the sky but I couldn't have the chance to take the photo of it. Oh, there's also a small circus which is for kids to play taking place just before the Christmas but I didn't take photo of it. I think it's because of either I didn't bring my phone out or I'm just lazy to take photo of it. Well, friends who know me well will know why. hehe. So please admit you're not a good friend if you don't know about it. LOL~!

AHHA! That's my outdated life. Now, I'm going to talk about my updated life. Updated life about Chinese New Year? Ugh, please don't remind me about Chinese New Year because I want to forget about the existence of the Chinese New Year. Nevertheless, I don't think I can do it because nowadays most of my friend's blogspot are full with Chinese New Year mood and songs and not to say the FACEBOOK! Well, I don't celebrate Chinese New Year this year so that means no firecrackers; no cakes and biscuit; no house visiting and last but not least, no ANGPAU!

Here's my updated January life. My sister visited me and stay with me for approximately 1 month during January. However, we don't do shopping together cause either our time are crashing or one of us is lazy to walk in the cold cold weather. So we did January shopping differently. Well, she went back on the 30th of January (today) for Chinese New Year so before that, we decided to go shopping together for at least once. In the end, we decided to go to a city where the York air-conditioner originated from to do some shopping. It's the York Designer Outlet which situated at York. Yeah, you didn't hear it wrongly. It's an outlet with so many branded items and sales. Here's the photos taken during the shopping. Again, I don't take much photos cause I don't look nice and I'm taking a lot of things.

Sit on it and you'll straight fly into Peter Pan's world.

Ya, you didn't see it wrongly. It's Lamborghini. But it's ugly with blue colour on it.

I guess I shop too much during that day as you can see from the photos until one of the Escada cashier saw me buying things from the Escada shop 3 times in and out. There's a little joke I wanted to share and here's the conversation between me and the Escada Cashier.

*Straight to the conversation of the third time we met*
Escada Cashier : Hi again. What a busy day huh? Do you want that clothe?
Me : Hello again. haha. Yup, I would like to buy it.
Escada Cashier : Alright, but "you should stop shopping and go back home now".
Me : Ah, I know that too. I guess I shop too much for today.

You experience it before? I mean the part that even the cashier also ask you to stop buying things. I laughed everytime I think of it. LOL badly~!

Ahh, besides that, one of my friend are going back to Malaysia for Chinese New Year. Yup, life's never fair. I can't go back but she can but she promised to bring some bak gua back for me and other friends and will invite us to visit her house just like what we do during Chinese New Year. Well, I'm not sure about it now cause I'm not sure will she successfully smuggle the bak gua through the immigration checking but if there's really a house visiting at my friend's house with bak gua and maybe some other biscuit, I'll definitely show you guys the photos that I got bak gua to eat too!!! MUAHAHA!!!

Yeah, I guess that's all for my outdated and updated life. Maybe I skipped some of my outdate life stories cause I don't really remember everything that had happened during last year. Told ya it's boring that's why if you feel regret wasting so much time reading my boring post, that's not my fault.

Last but not least, wishing you all an advance Happy 2011 Blessed Rabbit Chinese New Year~! I'll definitely wish everyone officially real soon. Grr~

热气球和吊篮

读多了，好想自己写一遍故事啊。可是，头脑依然没什么好的形容词。所以借了一些漂亮的形容词，借了一些别的故事内容，加加减减，改改这边，修修那边，让自己写的故事，多了自己的想法。
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“飞起来了，飞起来了……”吊篮激动地叫着热气球。
热气球看着吊篮露出了满脸的笑容。
“我终于能像大雁小燕他们那样飞起来啦！热气球太感谢你了。”吊篮很兴奋的叫着。
 热气球看到了吊篮这么开心，自己也很开心。心只想着想要让吊篮飞高一点。于是热气球就飞到很高很高的天空了。
这时候，吊篮就说想要飞到更高的天空，要看的更远，更漂亮的风景。热气球就马力全开，一阵阵柔风随意地吹着他们。
“你今天好帅，好壮啊。”吊篮用着痴迷的眼神，对着热气球说。
。。。
飞了不久~吊篮喊着“那不就是我一直想要看到的大海吗？哇!好美啊~我终于看到大海了，它是那么的辽阔，那么的蓝，那海浪在阳光的照耀下显得那么的明亮，那一巨巨海浪和岸上的石头运用了他们完美的结合，筑燳了美丽的七彩虹。”吊篮流着泪，笑着，闭着眼睛，感受着这般感觉，此时感到无比的幸福。可是，还不够满足，始终想要看到整个地球。吊篮就睁开眼睛，向热气球问到，能不能飞高一点啊。
这时，天上的白云渐渐的离自己很近。热气球也动自己身体，感到酸酸的。可是，在看看吊篮那渴望上的表情，热气球还是隐藏了自己的疲惫，笑着，试着，用尽所有的力量，想要飞到更高，满足吊篮的满足感。
“嗯，我们再飞高一点，你捉紧哦。”
吊篮喊着“再高点儿，高点儿，”此时吊篮已跨过了那朵朵的白云，所以一时忘记了热气球的处境，激动地叫着。
。。。
热气球此时呼吸感到有点困难，手脚不敢再收缩一下，放松自己，不想心里得那把“火”灭了。看着吊篮那般幸福的笑容，热气球感到这点承受还是值得的。
看着快飞到了大气层的边缘，氧气也快要不足了。
“亲爱的，我们快点下去吧。”
虽然没看到整个地球；可是，看到热气球的苦心，觉的这就够了。
“嗯，好吧！呵呵~谢谢你为我做的一切。”
。。。
这时，热气球的那把“火”快要灭了。始终，不能说下就下。再加上强风哪里肯停下自己的脚步呢。因为还要顾及到吊篮，此时的热气球忍着那快要窒息的痛苦，他只能咬着牙。吊篮看到热气球那快不能呼吸的样子，流下了眼泪。
“热气球，对不起，对不死，都是我的错，我不应该为了我个人的满足感而不顾你的感受，我太自私了，太自私了。”
热气球依然对吊篮微笑着。“傻瓜！为了你，我做的这些从不后悔，记得，牢牢地捉住我的手哦！”
吊篮紧紧地捉住热气球的手没有丝毫的松懈，彻底的哭了，哭声传遍了整个天空，泪水融化在那蓝蓝的海水里。
。。。
故事的结局并不重要，重要的是某些事情。

失掉一颗爱情的牙齿

        和他在一起，只一年，双方的缺点毛病都暴露无遗：争吵不休，战火连天。终于厌倦了这样的日子，狠下心，收拾了简单的行李，去女友那儿借住。他放低了姿态留我，我挣脱开，倔强地、不顾一切地离去。
他打电话来叫我回去，我说放手吧，我们还是朋友。他说，没有你日子还有什么滋味？像说台词一样，我大笑，他还是改不了信口胡说的毛病。之后不再接他电话，他竟发来短信，你回来见我，不然你会后悔的。
        慌忙扔下手里的工作，跳上计程车，没命地往家里赶。以为他会想不开，一路上想了很多，如果他求我留下来，我会考虑。
        气喘吁吁地推开门，他坐在餐桌边吃饭，是他喜欢吃的清炒苦瓜、水煮鱼、腐乳，餐桌上放着他刚从超市里买回来的鲜奶、燕麦面包、水果，阳光透过白色的窗纱，细碎地洒进来，窗明几净，有条不紊，一切安好。
        一个为情所困，甚至以采取极端措施来胁迫我的人，怎么会活得如此滋润？根本不是他说的样子，让我后悔。我冷笑，决然而去。
        之后他打电话来，我说分手吧！重新开始，我们都会有一段自己的生活。他坚决地说不，没有你，我会活不下去。我冷笑，想起上次他也是这样说，但还不是一样活得有声有色？男人的话有时候不能当真。
        当接到朋友的电话时，他已经住在医院里了。醉酒，然后骑摩托车，出了事儿，瘸了一条腿。我在医院里看到他，失血，憔悴，忧郁，心被攫住，隐隐地疼，忽然就失控，像个孩子一样泪流满面。自己并不知道，心里明明是放不下他的，可是为什么要说那么决绝的话？
他没有拒绝我照顾他，一直到出院。
        出院那天，阳光很好，明亮地洒满大地，一切还和平常一样，但我知道，一切都不一样了。他说，我们分手吧！我说不，泪如雨下。他抚摸着我的头发，笑。“我除了爱，什么都没有了，什么都没有了的爱是很空洞的，不配说爱，我不能照顾你了，所以我们分手吧！”
因为我坚持不肯分手，他不告而别，去了南方。我彻底地失去了他，他像一朵花，凋谢后融进了泥土，他决绝地转身离去，融入了人群，我再也找不到他。
        漫长的人生岁月中，很少有人能够清晰而理智地知道自己究竟想要什么，曾经非常憧憬和渴望的，回过头来看，却是一错再错；而有些握在手里的，看起来平常，却不知道那是一生中最珍贵的；那么轻易地就舍弃的，恰恰是我们一生中不可缺少的东西。有些人，一旦错过就无处可寻，有些爱，一旦失去就不再有了。
        而懂得了这样一个浅显的道理，要以失去一些人、失去一些爱为代价，是不是代价太大了些？
        李碧华说：“有些感情是指甲，剪掉了还会重生，无关痛痒；而有些感情是牙齿，失去以后永远有个疼痛的伤口无法弥补。”
        我失去了他，失去了牙齿，失去了咀嚼爱的能力。
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读完了ho？很明显不是我写的咯。哈哈。读完了有学到东西吗？没有的话，那就先让别人珍惜你，当你后悔的时候再回来读多一次吧。哈哈~还要多谢写这篇文章的人啊。

*Sayunara 2010* ~ *Konnichiwa 2011*

It's been so long since I wrote my last blog. I'm not a good writer though. Hmmm, I guess almost 2 months already I didn't write any new blog and time really flies, 2010 is really coming to an end and 2011 is going to start very very soon. Around 1 hour more to go. Well, it's not really fast for me so I still want to press the 'fast forward' button until June 2011 comes. I'm very sure by that time, I'll press the 'slow x10' button.

Well, I'm surely not going to list what had happened during 2010 cause it's not really a good and awesome year for me. I miss 2009 more. But since 2011 is going to start in less than 1 hour starting from now as time passes when I'm typing this blog. I'm going to list out some of my important resolutions for my 2011 year.

First, study smart and study hard for my May exams and score the best out of the best for the exams.

Second, I must find a part time job to earn some money to buy the things I want.

Third, make 2011 a great and better year!

I guess 3 resolutions are enough for me. Well, it's not easy to hit the resolutions I stated.

Life's never fair. We often heard of this sentence right? Well, at least for tonight, it's fair. We only can say 'Hello 2011' right after we say 'Goodbye 2010'.

2011年也快要到了。转眼瞬间，我也快要20岁了。过去的那19年，感觉也没什么特别的事发生。在2010年尾时，我来英国读书。我也不知道是一个正确的选择吗。不过竟然都读了，我希望能读到最好。哈哈。还有点把自己看的太好太厉害了。可是，人就是要把aim放高一点。

也快要新的一年了当我写到这边时，多40分钟2010年就会成为过去了。在新的一年里，书照读，车照开，马照跑，舞照跳，办公室政治照搞，我们的年龄也照增加；唯一会变的只有2011年。因为，2011年被我们掌控着；只有我们能改变，使2011年变的更好！

写到这里时，我的idea也差不多要用完了。快不知道要写什么了。毕竟我不是写blog的type，所以我也只在特别的日子和当我读到有意思的文章时，我才会写。

咳，到了2010年的尾端，我依然还是会咳。因为，我们的心里都很清楚，我们经历了太多太多。亲情的分与合，爱情的分与合，友情的分与合；曾不顾一切的追求过的，后来变的一文不值得。可是，新的一年，新的开始。每个人都这么说，我也该踏出那一步，才会有新的开始。所以，我真的好想把过去都藏在心里，努力的把未来变得更好。哈哈。怎么新年的气氛好像都被我搞扎了呢？算了。快要12点了。我得赶快结束我的blog因为我想要在12点准准post这个 blog。

Happy 2011 New Year~ 希望大家都有个美好的2011年！